I have been feeling stuck out of reality for about 2 years now and it is completely hell. I tried to cope with it for the past year and it started working for awhile but then it stopped I often lose complete track of my memory feeling like I just magically appeared in reality. I cant hold steady conversations at all but I know I'm capable of talking to people my mind constantly overthinks and sometimes I feel like my own mind is trying to play tricks on me. I feel nothing but tired and fatigued all the time. I work out, eat well and stay in good health but I'm still tired sometimes. I will sometimes sleep for 15 hours on end and wake up and still feel tired I started praying and looking online but all i could find was signs of depersonalization and schizophrenia I just got out of an extremely toxic friend group, the worst part is the amount of smoking and drinking I have done with that group has completely destroyed me and my mind I'm mentally incapable of trusting anyone or being happy anymore I tried taking iron supplements thinking that would cure the tiredness i felt but it wont i tried working out but it stays there I tune in and out of reality its getting to the point where i fell more real in my dreams then i do in the real world /sorry about the complete drop of things and i have tried to look at it from maybe this is just how life works maybe its all in my head but I'm starting to think there's something wrong with me i should have reached out to a doctor sooner but my family doesn’t exactly have the money for that and seeing a therapist is completely off the table financially as well I tried going on Omegle to try to talk to people and maybe help what I've been feeling but it didn’t work instead it made me feel like I was crazy some people were very helpful but most of the people would constantly start arguments with me before I could even get to talk to them got to the point where I would argue back but now I'm just tired of arguing I'm tired of fighting with people.